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Name: Maggie
Birthday: 4/23/1992
Interests: 1. poetry (contemporary) 2. photoshop (self-taught :D) 3. Blogring.Net 4. Leji 5. cows 6. (deviant)art 7. music (many genres) 8. books (novels; favorites: Ender/Bean series by Orson Scott Card, Looking For Alaska by John Green 9. Brotherhood 2.0 10. friends
and 11. everything else.
AIM:  meiqi xx - privat'd
Member Since:
3/22/2006
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| I decided that I don't give a shit how I feel anymore. Since I take everything up the ass and I end up hurting people.
I'm just gonna try and make everyone happy, cause that's how I can be happy.
so yeah
you can continue mistreating me and crap but I'll always be here if you have no one else.
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| "If you like each other, then get together. It doesn't make sense if you don't."
I don't understand it either.
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| "I don't like your friends. They're troublesome and they always want you to go somewhere."
oh please. always? always? HOW THE FUCK DO MY FRIENDS ACT?
you know what I'M always doing?
sitting on my fucking ass doing something or nothing
WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO DURING SUMMER?
work my fucking ass off only to get fucking yelled at for being tired?
work my fucking ass off and getting A's in my eight hours of classes while still placing in chinese school only to be fucking told I can't go anywhere and can't do anything?
I get one.. one day off and I want to go to the movies but fucking NO
NO NO NO NO
I gotta watch alex
I gotta watch the house
because no one's gonna be home to watch alex or the house
because andrew's gonna go and do what I want to do
because andrew wants to watch movies
because andrew's going to college so he should get to do what he want before he goes to college
OH OKAY
EVEN IF I WORK MY ASS OFF AND COULDNT GO NOWHERE OR DO NOTHING, OKAY
I'LL WATCH MY FUCKING LITTLE BROTHER WHO LIES AND CRIES ALL THE TIME
and you know what
alex goes off to our cousin's house without telling me
and you know what
my friends have soooooo much fucking fun
and you know what
SPANISH 1A (WHICH ANDREW FAILED) - A
SPANISH 1B (WHICH ANDREW FAILED) - A
BODY TONING/YOGA (WHICH IS A EUPHEMISM AND OCCURED IN THE HEAT OF SUMMER) - A
PIANO (WHICH OCCURRED AT NIGHT AND MADE ME INSOMNIAC) - A
CHINESE (WHICH I DONT FUCKING LIKE AND IS OVERPRICED) - mother fucking fifth place
that was basically all of summer
oh who said summer is a time for FUN for VACATION?
THAT'S RICH.
and here I am six months later
and oh I have so many plans for winter break
cause I wanna have fun
cause it's fucking cold and I'm tired from all the work and studying
CAN I GO TO MY FRIEND'S SISTER'S WEDDING? I asked like five months ago and I went a week ago
okay. CAN I GO TO THE MOVIES WITH MY FRIENDS? oh, okay. since it's the last day of school...
CAN I GO TO MY AP BIO TEACHER'S PARTY IN GLENDALE WHICH WILL HAVE ALMOST ALL THE AP BIO KIDS AND BE SO FUCKING FUN AND I GOTTA PERFORM DICKINABOX AND I JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER WHICH HAS NOTHING FOR ME ANYMORE
now why the hell would I want to do that? it's a teachers house. why would I want to go to glendale? why a party? why do I ask to go to so many places? why aren't my grades good? andrew's coming home from LONG STUDYING AND FINALS. how dare I ask for something when I am nothing! someone has got to watch the house! someone has got to watch alex! you can't go you can't go.
and it sounds so fucking familiar
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| so I have this pacific sunwear giftcard the store gave me for shopping there and spending over $50 on black friday
and it expires on saturday
I was picking jewelry for the past week, but it's 3 for $16.50 and only two of them are nice and they are rather expensive earrings, I should just get them at chinatown >_>
and so I finally told my dad because I think that the shipping will have to require a credit card and while I was checking the stuff online he told me to get a sweater or a pair of shoes, and since pacsun sweaters are overpriced (and pretty) and I recently bought a lot of sweaters I went with$30 shoes.
The minimum order value required to redeem one Pac Loot card is $50.00. Pac Loot cards cannot be applied toward the purchase of a gift card or gift certificate.
You need to spend $20.00 to qualify for a Pac Loot card redemption.
HAH. FIGURES.
anyway, I don't know what to get. >_>
hi.
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| I'm tired. I'm angry. I'm sad.
oh fuck, you know who you are
you're always telling me what I should do
how I should let everything out
speak up for myself
but I THINK BEFORE I ACT
I'm fucking destructive, and after all this time you haven't learned at all
I don't need you telling me what to do when you know absolutely nothing about me
what you just want me to let it out
so you can point out exactly how stupid I am
how meaningless my thoughts are?
THAT IS EXACTLY WHY I FUCKING KEEP IT IN
you have no fucking idea
don't you dare question my judgments
I didn't ask for your opinion.
on another note sometimes I feel like I really have no friends.
sometimes I feel like I've lost all my friendly qualities
sometimes I think that school has sucked my soul
sometimes I think that I'm just so fucking arguable and so many people don't like how I act or how I live or what I like and people are always trying to put a damper on anything I enjoy.
sometimes I hate you.
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